the reasons of my silence and next plans February 20, 2007

i was not writing anything for such a long time, because i didn’t feel like writing…

i went through a period of sadness…of around 1 week…now is finished but who know when it will come again…i found some solutions to keep it away…and the most effective is to travel…is also the most expensive…but is better to travel then to eat chocolate and get fat:)

i remember when Danut went to Turkey…for 1 year…he had a sad period of desilusion of around 2 weeks after the first 3 months of his traineeship…so i guess is something normal…

i was sad because i was feeling that something is missing…i don’t know who or what..but to forget about this emptiness the solution for me is traveling…going to a bar doesn’t go anymore…or at least not on loger term…

i started my conversational german classes…so i meet this great Bavarian girl once a week and we talk for 1,5 hours only in German…she is a great girl…but again, like many young people in Germany…totally disoriented in matters of her career…

and then also once a week we go to a bar…to a farewell party…it seems that i am one of the newest trainees around here so, the friends that i just made are starting to go home…one by one, 2 by 2…so by April they will be all gone…i guess it will be hard for me to find others and to have the patience to know them …so i predict that the last part of April and also May will be pretty empty and tastless…

on the other hand…in April i will go to Poland to a 5 days conference to be one of the trainers (CELDS). i am really enthusiastic about this. i applied to 3 conferences and i was accepted to one…that is a good percentage:)

so…now…what is there to be seen in Poland?