this is what i feel right now…
i have no idea how long it will still take to get my work permit…i should leave Romania next Saturday…but who knows…my work permit file was issued 3 weeks ago, so it should be ready in 1 week at most…an Swiss are usually precise:P

so i am just concentrating on relaxing myself and trying to make time pass in a easy, nice and comfortable way, enjoying the last days with my family…thinking about what else should i buy for these months away…

i have no idea what happens if i don’t get the work permit in time and i will be there 1-2 weeks later…for sure there will be no more transition period:-s which sucks…but well…i will just have a longer vacation…

and enjoy the little beautiful things life offers us…like my mom’s cheese cake from the oven, that smells wonderful, and i can’t wait for it to be ready in 15 more minutes:P

want a piece of it?:P

i am done with my exams…and i think i will pass all of them…actually i should better say that i am positive i will pass all of them:)

6 hours in the bus…my butt feels a little overused:)) and i am really tired but i don’t feel like sleeping…i am finally having the vacation i was looking forward to…i can’t sleep…so i am listening to some house music with really good beats, and reading about “what means beautiful web design” – it is a wonderful book…God these guys really know what their talking about!:) gorgeous…i am almost having an intellectual orgasm…haven’t had one like this since i read “the end of management the begining of organizational democracy”…and that was before CELDS…hehe:) looong ago…

not too much to say:)…i am just enjoying my freedom…and soon i will hit the road…cause the visa process is moving…but until then…i just feel like trying some good wine with my good mood:)…i will take a glass from my precious Alsace/Elsa’s reserve;)…uuu sweet Gewurtzraminer here i come…wish u a nice evening too, at least as good as mine B-)

and…Prost!

today i felt great!

i woke up and i said to myself…Today i feel great! and that is exactly how i feel:)
i didn’t manage to learn as much as i wished for the Saturday exam…but i know a lot about organizational culture…and unless she asks us some stupid quotes…i am ok;)

i managed to keep away from meat…i like it most of the times, but my body feels really heavy with it in my stomach…and is not good!

i decided to wear a short blouse at home, so i will see my belly each time i pass by a mirror (and we have a few in the house;) so the next thing is doing some exercises and i practiced 3 times 10 minutes each:) i will get my abs before i leave:D i am sure…

what else…i saw a documentary about the Golaniada from 1990 …and once more i felt hate for Iliescu…so many people died just for the show:( and TVR1 is showing it now…after 17 years…who is to blame?…no one…just the 50 years doctrine we have been through…”the fear”…and i think…we still have it in us, even now…maybe is not that obvious anymore..but it is there…

yes…it is an idea i had a year ago…and i finally found time, energy, motivation and people to start working on it…

i have 1 month at home…it took me around 5-7 days to re-integrate in my home country and to relax and eat a lot of my mom’s food …but then, of course as a true workacholic i couldn’t just do nothing…is not like me…as i used to phrase it when i was in high-school…”i can’t just fuck time”. I have 1 month to spend at my choice…never know when this will happen again;)
(to be honest i think it will be more then 1 month because te Swiss guys don’t strive too much to get me the papers to get there in time…well they are Swiss…i guess they will never hurry:))

basically if you look at me i am not doing too much…just spending around 10 hours per day in front of my laptop…reading, writing, creating, talking to people and building up networks and dreams…but all this, in 1 month will have the final shape and in 2 months will be REAL:)

i never had the money for it…and i still don’t have it…so half of it is done without the money, just because of my work and my friends’ work. I really thank you, guys!!!
for the other half i will have the money…a part of my salary will get into this project…

and if me and my team are lucky, in 2-3 years we will never have to work again for someone else but for ourselves…

So, my advise for today is…it is not Sunday…but it is a free day…you should make the most of it…think about your dreams and try to make them real! Start working for YOUR future!

i wish you smooth roads,