enjoying life and not giving a damn March 18, 2008

and it feels so good:)

many things happened and i was so busy and exhausted…since 10 Jan i slept only 3-4 hours per night and i worked 2 jobs…but who cares when one is as a freelancer:)…i had extremely lazy weekends to compensate…i sent 20 job applications (and sending a job application in Switzerland is a huge challenge)…i had about 4 interviews…i refused a Ph.D. position…i eat the best ice-cream in Italy and i traveled through people each fortnight…i was happy to say “i have enough money and i don’t care for more”…i was so fucking stressed that i made my dear ones worry…i got fat…i cooked the strangest food ever…i negotiated salaries…i studied for my masters less than ever…i dared for the first time in the last 10 years to buy shoes with heals higher than 3cm…i stretched my knee for the 3 time in the last 8 years…i fell in love everyday and missed my fiance every night… i started to make the guest list for my wedding…and managed to detach from the feeling my stupid clients awoke in me…i am becoming a business woman…2 full months…very tiring and exciting…10 more to go until the deadline for my goals:)…i fell in love with Bucharest once again after i thought i will hate it forever, especially after living in such a great city like Zurich is…now i am back at home in Valcea and i am enjoying my work&study holiday:)) …is nice being home and receiving greetings on 8th of March…you don’t get these anywhere else than in Romania…and there are so much many more things you don’t get elsewhere than here…semplicemente tiamo…and it’s so great not giving a damn about anything…if i find a job..ok…if not…ok…if i get fat…ok…if not…ok…if i leave Zurich..ok..if not…ok…the most important thing will happen…end of June or end of October…after more than 2 years, i will finally live together with the love of my life…and nothing else matters…well…except my travel plans…