a new end, a new begining… May 14, 2008

For the last 2 months i have been living in a total uncertainty…i still am:))…but now i am laughing about it. It took me a long time to relax and not stress about the uncertainty…i had to re-find myself…and re-become a careless teenager…and i love it. it reminds me of the days when i was in AIESEC: hitchhiking to some conference, dressing careless, ruling at school just “because”, still having my imagination, writing, traveling, dreaming big…

how did it happen?

i got a job…i think i applied for about 40 positions, and i finally decided. i ended my contract here sooner, to start the new job when they needed me (“yesterday”) but in Switzerland is not that easy – without a work permit you can have as many employment contracts as you wish. so i need to wait for an answer for about 4 weeks. on the other hand my rent contract ends and i have to move out…i can’t rent another flat, because without the work permit i will just move out…of the country…so while waiting i started dreaming…thinking about me, my life, my hobbies and so on…and actually enjoying the “being between contracts” and i realized the “end” has many good parts. and guess what, i have no idea where i will be next week, or the week after…isn’t it wonderful? …the planning and thinking just killed me for a while…but now i am back….creative, funny, enjoying it to the max…feels like i am finally acting like my age